Perfect

Wow, it's been a while. Oops. This past week has been pretty uneventful, thus the lack of updates. I took a quiz on Tuesday and got it back on Thursday. I got at 1 out of 7 XD. So my professor gave us all the chance to take it home and fix it for full credit. We also have a one page paper due tomorrow which shouldn't be too hard, but I still don't want to do it, thus I am procrastinating by doing this. Now, onto the good stuff. Justin. Justin, Justin, Justin. His name alone gives me the chills. So class was pretty ordinary with him letting me sit next to him. We sit together now every class with his roommate, who happens to be the same Matt who I shared my book with on the first day of class. Classes are so much more fun now, and every time I look at my calendar, I'm so upset because I know that's one less day I have with him. I don't know what his feelings are for me, but everyone seems to be convinced that he likes me. I want to believe it so badly, but seriously, I've known him less than two weeks. From what I can tell, he simply has an amazingly kind personality. Honestly, I'm afraid to believe that he might like me. I don't want to get my hopes up only to have them shot down once again. Anyway, so once again on Friday I met him at the U for the late night thing. This time I had walked with Brittany to Peter's dorm so I got there at like 8, but when Justin asked me how long I'd been there, I kind of lied...lol. So we walked around for a bit and were having trouble deciding on whether to go for the fish first or for the airbrushed mousepads. Finally I said that I'd rather not have to walk around all night with a fish so we opted for the mousepads. We were going to wait in line for them, but we still had like half an hour wait so instead we went to the arcade. He signed out Guitar Hero for us to play on the Wii, but there ended up being no sound so we only played one song (On the Hard setting!) and then quit. I really wanted to play DDR but I didn't want to be too pushy about it. Maybe next time, lol. Anyway, finally I tried putting in the $5 I had for tokens to use for the games. Secretly I was grateful he didn't offer to pay for me, but then, why should I have expected him to? Anyway, the machine wouldn't take my bill so finally I just turned it in for five 1's and got 4 tokens for duckpin bowling. I sucked a lot! I got an 81 and he got a 111. After that, there really wasn't much else to do so we went back in line for the mousepads and ended up being like the 10th people or so in line, but then a group of about 5 girls cut in and got, no lie, three mousepads each. So the line was at a standstill for quite a while, but finally it was our turn. We were both given slips of paper to fill out with what we wanted our mousepads to say and what script and colors we wanted them to have. I was going to do my name, but Justin recommended doing something more creative. He got Carpe Diem in the end and I got Hachi. I chose Light Blue and Purple as my colors for my mousepad, though I honestly reconsidered after he started talking to a girl behind us (who really pissed me off for some reason...probably because she was talking to him) and said that Dark Blue and Light Blue would probably look better than Light Blue and Purple when she asked what he recommended. I decided to be brave and get it anyway, and in the end he said it looked better than he had thought it would and that was why he had recommended the other colors. Anyway, after that we got in line for scented gel decorations and waited for his roommate to show up, who had decided that he wanted to come after all. So we all made the gel scent things, I got peach in mine and Justin got Christmas Tree and Matt got Coconut. Haha, I put little starfish in mine going for the underwater look and Justin was like "But they're reallll" And mildly freaked out about it. Anyway, after that we got in line for a keychain that a guy was taking pictures for and putting them in it. So Matt, Justin, and I all took a picture together for the keychain. They both got red while I chose to be girly and get purple, lol. After that they both decided they were hungry enough to go get food, so we went to the cafeteria thing and they got food and I chewed my gum, lol. They finished eating and we decided that we'd all had enough and to go back to their dorm to watch Bleach. However, on the way back, we noticed that the line for fish had only like 5 people so we decided to go for it and we each got in line for a fish. Justin was hilarious and made the rocks in his tank in the shape of yin and yang...but rectangular, and then got playfully angry at the guy who poured the water in the tank because he messed up the rocks. While we were waiting in line, one of his other roommates (Since he lives in a quad) met up with us and we all walked back together to his dorm. Since I didn't know what to do with my fish, Justin took it and put it on his desk, and they set up the computer to project the episodes onto the wall while I stood there and watched. It turns out that Matt actually has a gi which got me telling them about my kimonos and other stuff from my Japanese shrine. Finally they had everything set up and Justin was offering me a chair but I kept saying that the floor was fine. Finally they shut the lights off and kept saying how they both felt bad that they were on their beds while I was on the floor. I gave up then and just sat in Justin's computer chair. It was really funny, because though I tried not to give much thought to it, he could see my every reaction to the show, from the back anyway. So when I curled up when I saw Toshiro, he was like "Well I know who your favorite character is." I couldn't help but laugh because I'm pretty sure I told him that before, but it was still nice to notice that he remembered or noticed that anyway. So we watched a couple of episodes of that, and then we finished that and watched Superbad because they found out that I'd never seen it. So Justin only had the unrated version so we watched that. It was slightly awkward at first because there was an overflow of language and nudity etc. lol and he kept apologizing saying that he'd forgotten how bad it was. I told him that it was alright and I had a very open sense of humor. So we watched the movie with him laying back on his bed and me on his chair and his roommate on his bed. It finally ended and as the credits started rolling, the background image was a blurred mall scene. I recognized the logo of GameStop however, and knowing that was the store Justin works for I pointed that out and his reaction was more than I could have hoped for. He was like "Wow I never noticed that! I've seen this movie three times and never saw that and you've only seen it once! She's amazing!" Or...something along those lines. Anyway, so after that he offered me one of his coats for the walk back, but I insisted that I'd be fine so he gave up and put his trenchcoat on. We walked outside and it was pretty cold, but I figured I could handle it without shivering. So we're about 20 feet away from his dorm when he's like "I feel like such a creeper in this coat." So I told him, jokingly, "No, actually you'd have to be about ten steps behind me following me." And laughed about it, but he actually stopped and let me get a few steps ahead before following behind me, with his head bent down. I have to admit, it did look pretty creepy and I think the people around us were watching him carefully. Then he laughed it off and came back up next to me. I shivered once accidentally, not realizing that I did it until he looked at me. I looked down and stuck my lips together to keep myself from shivering more and he was like "I heard that." We finally got across the street on the way back to my dorm when he was like "Okay my conscious can't handle it, it'll make me feel so much better even if you just have a jacket around your shoulders, so he put it on my shoulders. It was so sweet and when I stopped shivering he was like "See isn't that better?" We unfortunately got back to Buckley way too soon despite taking the long way back. We said goodbye and he walked back on his own. I commented on his facebook when I got back saying how he had been right and that "next time I wont' be so stubborn." I purposefully put in next time to see how he would react, and he acted as if it was nothing. So that was my night with Justin. He had told me that he would try to be at our birthday party the next day...or later that day, since Brittany and I were sharing our birthday party, but he ended up not being able to come. He told me that he had a cold and was going to go to sleep early so I played it off like it was nothing and told him not to worry about it and to get better. Honestly, the entire night I was wishing he was there, but I didn't let that hold me back from having some fun anyway. Not to mention it was slightly less embarrassing when I forgot to order a soda with the pizza and didn't realize it. Sunday I ended up not going to church because I wasn't feeling too well (probably from eating too much) and just slept in. I did absolutely nothing yesterday, or today. I have a makeup quiz and a one page paper due tomorrow...or today now, but I'll worry about that later. I guess I'm going to head off to sleep for a while. I'll have to update soon about my class with Justin tomorrow and Thursday. There won't be a friday night with him this weekend unfortunately for my birthday, but that's alright. I'll survive. Shockingly enough my life doesn't depend on him...yet. Perhaps I am going a little over the edge with my infatuation with him. But idk..he's just so perfect. I'm still terrified to think that he might be real and might be interested in me. I want so badly for him to like me and ask me out, but at the same time I'm afraid to hope for it because I don't want it to all end in disappointment. I guess that's all I can say before it turns into rambling so I'm going to go. Goodnight!